Day 1 of my Boob Journey- Day 54 (February 23rd, 2021)

 I think this is my first official day of feeling an effect! My chest hurts. This is my first feeling that hrt is actually doing something. And it feels great. I'm jumping into this with both feet and this is day one of my boob journey.

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